Time Machine .

*thanks for passing it on Keisha and Tzi. friggin love you super cool peeps!

Time Machine via http://rachelmckibbens.blogspot.com/

1. Three truths you learned by the time you were ten-years old.

2. Three beliefs you still have, despite the truth.

3. Three things that feel like heaven.

4. Three things that feel like hell.

5. Three pieces of nature that are massive.




3 Truths I learned by Age 10

* Santa Clause is ... a big fat phoney! << remember that from Family Guy?!! lol
* when you shave you cant do it dry. you NEED water and shave cream dawg.
* at this age, you WILL look back and laugh at how you dressed

3 Beliefs I Still Have, Despite the Truth

* MJ was never broke.
* you can be in a committed relationship and never cheat... -__-
* Tupac is alive!!


3 Things That Feel Like Heaven

* looking good, feeling good, sun shining, mad shit to get into... when everything is going right.
* more $$ on ya paycheck than you calculated *thumbs up*
* poetry and lyrics that speak of your past and paint your present.


3 Things That Feel Like Hell

* unaware of a blinding love until your eyes are no longer dilated...
* Heat.
* everything going wrong... luck is undiscovered.


3 Pieces of Nature That Are Massive

* Does shit count? Lol..this world is full of it.
* Giraffes.
* Green grass. But no side is greater.


Ten to one was better.

gwen.

I'm Always Pretty TRUTH-ful .

1. Awhile ago my friend Keisha introduced the idea of Tumblr to me and of course I rejected leaving blogger. I thought this was the coolest site ever... until I read someones blog and found out blogger is soooo 3 years ago LOL. woah! ... i'm super late.


2. I watch Roseanne religiously every night. she's hella funny!

3. I've realized many people who read my blog don't know me and never will. I could put my life in words and post it but they will always have their own expectations and opinions of me.


4. I don't make friends because no matter how hard I try they don't stimulate me on various levels. I think of a friendship as no different from a relationship. It takes time, trust, being fun as well as serious, communication, chemistry, and commitment. so as of now not many people have the title.

5. I saw Lauryn Hill's most recent picture on Mediatakeout.com and I felt as though my prayers might be answered that she may come back and Educate, Mentally Relieve, and Effortlessly Entertain us with her music. ♥

6. I hate when people try to force their beliefs on you about anything. period.

7. I gave in and flat ironed my hair... damn should've gave the Chi away...

8. Yesterday I really experienced and appreciated Twitter while taking a walk.

9. When i'm really feeling a song i'll play it Over and Over. lol

Erykah Badu - Gone Baby, Don't Be Long

10. I love baked goods. cupcakes, cookies, brownies, cake, CARBS! lol

Something I don't like:


when men/women say that all men/women are the same. fareal? have you met or dated every man/woman? gosh if I had a dollar for everytime I heard this.

stay tuned for the story of how I lost two followers.. I have a feeling I might lose a lot more after the next post... but I can't apologize for being Honestly ME.

pennanddpaperr.

Dear__ 10 - 1

Remember, the 10 to 1 is basically writing down the 10 things I wish I could say to 10 different people but...cant, won't or just haven't. And I don't say who they are :)

1. To the guy that holds my heart without his conscious hand, I love you. Luckily i'm not saying names... although silk, the many cocooned feelings are daring to break open and well, I just can't deal with the butterflies.

2. To my giggle buddy. i'm aware behind your jokes you love me, in a way that I will never give you the chance to, openly. I guess I should one day tell you sorry..

3. To a immature, insecure, unaware shell of a being, i'm convinced your life is slowly falling apart and you can't handle it. I always think why don't you ask for help? and quit thinking any word you don't want to hear is attacking.. but Janet said it best "she's just not ready."

4. To a new found interest, i'm playing it cool. I think you are too. That is all.

5. To the only person I have ever been able to commit myself to, do right by because I always wanted to... always felt I didn't have to try to... and only needed to. you are the best! there is no one else that can even slightly compare. seven years strong!

6. To the one that didn't care to stick around, i don't blame you. sometimes it is better to leave the cards where they lay... or in our case the bowdys where they loiter and the swishers behind the counter. we will always have parking lots.

7. To the emerald eyes of a mystery, when will you tell me what you want from me? if we played Scrabble would you at least spell it out for me?

8. To the beautiful glasses wearing mother of one, that saw me for what I really am, you helped me find myself when I was unaware of where to look.

9. To the makers of Don't Mess With The Zohan , shoot yourselves. *this counts, I didn't say and don't know the douche lord names!*

10. To the giver of my life, that luckily didn't have to push my over sized head out of something lemon size, know that you are my heart and all the vessels that are connected. you keep me going.

Sincerely, the amnesia having young woman that will never utter the names to who she has addressed all real feelings To.

pennanddpaperr.

One Word Tag ...

i was Tagged by Miss RayvnRae @ ravynrae.blogspot.com/ to do a one word Tag post.

*i love things like this! (:

Here we go !

Hair -natural mess of curls ( :
Your Mother - my he♥rt

Your Father - still fairly new to my life

Fav Food- chinese and italian

Dream last night - i dont remember ...

Fav drink - water

What room are you in - living room

Hobby - writing/blogging, shopping, working out

Fear - losing my mommy

Where were you last night - home

Something that you aren't - stuck up , i'm really helllllaaaaa cool ( :

Muffins - warm blueberry , yumm!

Wish list item - 2007 infiniti m35 <--- plan to have it by summer!

Where you grow up - Murda Dubz East Oakland

What you are wearing - grey sweats, green&&black "Pimp The System" tshirt, and whitegrey&&green Jordan 7's

Your Pet - miniature black with brown paws dachshund, Princess

Friends - n/a

Something your not wearing - jewlery

Fav Store - Target

Fav Color -Purple

Last time you laughed - about an hour ago. my sister is tooo funny!

Your Best Friend - Kiara Beverly. almost 7 years strong!

Best Place you go over and over - home. no place like it.

Person who email you regularly - email? lol text, bbm, aim, or hit me on facebook.

Fav place to eat - Olive Garden

I tag:

1. Kela @ hellokela.blogspot.com/

2. Robyn Latice @ journey2maturity.blogspot.com/

3. Sweet @ myaffinity32.blogspot.com/

4. Cook.The.Poet @ http://lyricalthoughtz.blogspot.com/

YOUR TURN GUYS !

pennanddpaperr.

Because Amy & Shay Did It =]

A - AVAILABLE: Single and Satisfied Baby :)
B - BIRTHDAY: May 26, 91
C - CRUSHING ON: a beautifully created cardigan that must be the next item i hang in my walk in closet ... ♥
D - DRIVING: I wish . By the summertime . I promise !
E - EMOTIONAL: Simba shouldve gotten a Oscar for The Lion King !
F - FAVORITE SONG : The Sweetest Thing - Lauryn Hill
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Worms . the bears hardly give me enough gummy goodness . xD
H - HOMETOWN: East Oakland . Bay Areeeaaaa !
I - IN LOVE WITH: my blackberry . if i didnt have it alot of my posts would be non existent .
J - JUGGLE: I just go to school now , so I guess I'm not juggling nothing .
K - KILLED SOMEONE: ..... would i really admit something like this ? online ?
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: L.A. five hours .
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: .. Vanilla
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: twenty four . swear !
O - ONE WISH: For ALL my dreams to come true .
P - PERSON YOU TALKED TO LAST: My Mommy :)
R - REASON TO SMILE: because frowning is wack !
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Sentimental - Deborah Cox
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 11:30 am
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: Red & Light Pink Stripes , Happy Valentines Day ! =]
W - WORST HABIT: iProcrastinate =\
X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: i never counted ...?
Y - YARD WORK: Never done any
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Gemini

pennanddpaperr.