Sunday, January 3

Moment Of Weakness .

It never really bothered me. Being alone. This single thing. Take your pick. But on this particular night while all my friends are cuddled up, out on dates, or simply getting their fuck on here I am. Alone in bed watching countless episodes of Sex and The City and eating cupcakes. Sounds more like figure suicide. Yea, just prepare the unfashionable white straight jacket and matching padded room. "she's a live one!"

There they are on my flat screen. Living these amazing lives in the fast paced city of tall buildings and endless possibilities. Wearing great fashions and dating the kind of men I have yet to find ! Aidan


*sigh.


Okay Gwen get it the hell together! Snap the flip out of it! Your coming unhinged! Its not a curse to be alone... More of a relationship vacation ! *straightens posture and smiles


Who am i kidding?! *slumps It's been a year and 4 months. *grabs a cupcake and takes a bite


One IS the loneliest number.



pennanddpaperr.

7 comments:

aimes said...

::sigh:: i know how you feel. while everyone carries along doing whatever it is that they do, we sit and wait. Here's hoping that Mr. Right comes to us quick, and Mr. Right Now will never be an option!

Hello Kela said...

Oh gosh I know how you feel. My bff has a boyfriend and I am mucho happy for her. But sometimes I get so lonely hearing all the stories they have. How much she loves him. Sometimes I want that love. I want someone near me. And then for the most part I am a happy single lady.

Supastarrr said...

i think i've been single as long as you but i dont put much thought into it b|c i'm always talkin to dudes. Then again, I'm not anticipating getting into a relationship so the circumstances may be different. Having a man friend is always an option lol

JStar said...

I feel you here...My thing is that I have someone now...But he is oceans away :( So lonely...

Ro said...

Welcome to the club...
its will get better. But I bet them cupcakes was good as hell!Get you a boo....it WORKS!

Shay said...

ugh . i know the feeling oh to well . sometimes i think im not exactly looking for a relationship officially , but i wouldnt mind having a " unofficial " boyfriend .

SweetT said...

Man, I can relate to this!